Hmm......

I keep wandering something since last few days ago, the thing is.... "Did my parent know that I had gf???" What I know is that my sister know the thing but other than her, my parents or cousin all have no idea ( I guess)...... hmm.....

The moment of TRUTH

Previously what i talking about that girl i after to, now already on hand. Although all thing come in rush but still make it. I keep wandering about a thing about that day, what she likes about me huh..... Still a mystery....

New challenge and new days

Yoh everyone I back to blogging life, due to exam week and sem breaking(DUH OF COS GAMING WHOLE DAY~ no mood for the blogging a moment wakakakakakaka ==). Eventually something new is happening this few week. I will slowly post it day by day, keep on track ya.....

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Today I have another same lecture class with her,as usual we met each other at study room. We arrive at there around 12.30pm like that, we sit there chit chat until 2pm. After that we oth go to the lecture class and then something happened ==|||

You should know that my lecture hall is quite big, we always sit at last 2 roll (the 2nd lasst table). And that time, her whole classmate ( approximately 95%) already plan niecly already. They all sit behind both of us and left both of us alone sit at the 2nd last roll. Walao leh, her almost whole classmate squeeze at the last roll ==||| zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............

The dangerous week....Week 14

Last night, I just realise that the date for my final exam already out. So I go take some copy of it, is it coincident or fate. Because both of us have 5 subject that is totally same time and date having the exam. It is total same.....

Week 14 is the last week we having the same lecture, maybe after this semester we both may no longer at same class. Thats what I worry about, scare lose sight of her although we both can meet as usual at study room but I just felt a bit uneasy.

Am i worry or .... just can't really understand what I want thinking about...

Thank you and sorry

Sorry that I din't post any new post this few days since that it is because the stress from my programming assignment, maths test, and IT test. Now those thing already become past, a bit relex now. ^^

Back to topic, during this few days, I have quite a huge chat with doeling. From her word, I think that I getting more closer to her time by time. From her word, I think that both of us have almost alike. For example like last time that I and her like light blue, interest to IT world... I guess that I need chat with her more often in order getting closer thaan right now.

PS: I will not be able post any single new post during september since on thaat month I need focus on my final exam.

H1N1???????

Geez recently I heard that my school got a few student have H1N1 syptoms, this making me scarry ==||| More important is that, a few lecturer also not so well... Gosh !!!!!!!!!!!

PS: Today not talking about the girl thing first ok ==|||

SUNDAY THE UNSUNNY DAY ==||||

Another boring day......... Hmmm....... I straight talk about evening thing ok? Since morning till noon is another boring day ==|||

By around 7.30pm I call her and told her that she must arrived to my house about 8.30 - 9pm as my brother say. On 8.45pm, soemthing out of our expectation thing happened. And that is her parent and my parent know each other. WHAT THE HECK!!!!!! We both shocking and say ....omg............

This sunday really an unsunny day ==|||

Saturday the Assignment Day

Today saturday, I had a quite not good dream last night (bad dream) but then forget what dreamed about ==||| Nah nvm la, afterall to me is nothing. I start do my programming assignment today and i had a few difficulty but already solve. Today I went out with my friend, name Cat (what we use to be call him as). We go to eat doughnut at Big City, although expensive but its ok as long as went there once a month or a few month right??? After eat doughnut then I headed back continue the programming assginment to make it much more better.

Then I call to her ask how is she,and ask her about assignment ok or not. Then I just found that she already done it because she start do it since last night (Friday night). Geez!!!!! Then I also told her that my brother cna bring her along back on Sunday night so we no need rush for bus. Really a bit pain when saw her sweating a lot when waiting for bus, so I ask my brother cna bring her along when go back to my hostel or not and my brother say ok. Hehe.... Wandering whats coming up tomorrow.

The Bus Journey

Today is Friday, I came back to hometown with her since that we both from same hometown. We chat a lot on the way back to Alor Star (AS). On the way back, we chat about the funny thing that we both experience before. Then I found that me and she having another similiar thing that is we both like blue colour. WOO~~~~~~~

Should I?????

We have activity today at 5pm, I met her around 4.30pm at study room. We sat down chat awhile till 5pm then go out. By then something very kaolak (terrible) thing happened ==|||

We saw her friend I and A (I use first letter so that won't be too obvious ==), they saw us and shout "oooOOOO~~~~~~~~~~" and very loud ==" They so shit, shout so loud for what. I say them silly, stupid, boring. But obviously that my heart quite fun with that haha......

PS: Should I happy or........ ==|||

Chances

Today, I have the same lecture with her and I just sit near to her of cos her friend sit between both of us. ==||| After the lecture, we both met again at study room for discuss some of the assignment thing. And I found that she quite tiring as her team mate very iincoorperate, except got 1 very coor with her. Since they don't want coor with her, I give them a small "tutorial" about the assignment we current discuss, programming. I ask them a few that is very basic question to them yet they can't answer me then i keep tell them this thing not a simple thing. My objective is that to let them know this assignment not simple, need coorperate if not 1 person do the assignment very tiring and exhausting.

Due to I have another class at 2pm, then i leave first, then she sms me while i still in the class. She say that "You dun run ya...I want ask you assignment de thing lo hehe..... if i do till siao the 1st person i wan kill is you...hehe" WOW! So surprise she send me this type sms, so i coor with her reply that "O.0 y? Dun kill me lo i still dun have girlfriend leh...." .

I try to notice her that i still alone and want have a relationship with her hehe so use this chances lo hoho~ But still just now around 6pm she sms me that if she do assignment till crazy, she wan kill me.... geez i wander how is she looks like if she do till crazy ==|||

Maths to die =="

Well, today I have a lot of question and problem in maths and it is about equation for a circle. Very funny is that me n she also have a same maths problem due too hard understand the problem ==" DUH!!!!!! I met her at the study room or it should be say that is she met me at study room together with her classmate ( a lot ) ==". We try solve the euqationbut still not success but something happened ==" her classmate all swift to other table quiet when i realise it the whole table left two of us. Geez I wander is her classmate purposely do that? or just coincident.....

Mixed up????

Today is our Maths assignment due date, I have complete all the question then she come over ask for 1- 2 question answer so I teach her how. Then something happened, she say that she today got programming practical test, I just told her that just remember some of the thing will do cos the test wont go too "deep". So she refer the notes and start the study then like that so on.

We go study, all goes normal until 1pm something mixed up. Suposingly is that today is assignment due date, but my tutor mixed up the time and she thought that it is next week?! Then something mixed up already, she quickly rush to the next room where my lecturer's room, then they discuss a period and make a conclusion that assignment no need hand up first. What the XXXX!!!!! All my friend rush for the answer until head already explode! Geez!!!! What a big sweating, but honestly it is their own problem since they always last minutes do the work =="

After that, around 2pm, she start having the practical test. Her practical test as held at comp b which is next room to my lecture time it is comp a. Due to the window is transparent (of cos is transparent ==) I albe saw her and her practical test question. The question won't so hard, I think she able make it since the question is more easier than the assignment 1 ==|||

On the way back....

Before I go sleep, last night she sms me and asking me to help her in some problem in assignment and test and she coming for monday. Then I go sleep, then today wake up I just do what i normally do, and those are following

-Eat
-Sleep
-Bath
-Play games
-Dreaming

I do those till my friend fetch me back to penang, on the way back hostel, i sms her and talk quite a period then i found out that she realise that I keep ask her eat already or not. So i play her that" of cos la if not later u hungry le then find me and eat me?! @@". And you know what she reply? She reply" I now so angry and i hungry i wan eat u. niehehehehehe......"

Geez she say that o0 omg!!!!!!!!!!! I beta start learn how to self defend =="

Another boring day?

So boring leh, I just see my computer n my computer see me. ZZZZ.... I quite miss doeling lo, so I sms her "So sianz @@ You now do what? Eat le ma?" Then she reply me that "You where gt sianz me here then call sianz la....This time I kuai kuai le I go buy food eat if not get your scold again haha..."

Wah, I get shock when I saw that sms. Is it a improvement or something else????

Friday Homecoming

Today is friday, i have to go back to my hometown to help my big brother take care on my nephew cause my mum is away from Thursday to Sunday. Which mean this weekend will be a grandfather, a father, a uncle and a nephew day. Well today morning lecture time, the lecturer teach the other part of differentiation and I want to say OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So hard ==". Then I find doeling ask her she know or not and she reply me that half half. I so surprised she understand it more than I do. Around 5pm I sms her and we sms quite a long period then I found something very funny. She better in Faoundation Maths while I better in Programming. Seems like we both can learn each other as I quite weak in maths while she is programming. What a coincidence isn't it????

But still, I quite angry that she is having an unhealthy lifestyle. She always eat biscuits or instant noodle for her breakfast till dinner. I quite worry about her health, hope she can change her eating lifestyle.

The panic foal....

Although that I just know that doeling only 2-3 months like that, maybe that she now just think me is a study partner or best study partner but to this foal, I had crush on that doeling. By today, I had ask her out for breakfast today but I just receive doeling's sms that she say she had gastric pain and she unable to go for breakfast with me. When this foal, I saw that sms start a bit worried off. I keep each 30min - 1 hour sms her once ask her rest more and keep asking same question" Did you felt beta?". I keep sms her until around 12pm like that. She reply me onto my each sms that she getting better already. I was a bit relief when she keep say that to me.

When about 5pm I met her again as we both enter same activity, i saw her face i felt more relief.

PS: Am i over concern her already? keep sms her even she not even notice that i crushing onto a doeling @@

A New Blogging Life

Haiz.....I stop blogging for almost half year already. Just felt that I should spend some time in blogging would better for me. Nobody knows what will coming on but what I still remember that I normally spend most of time in blogging is for release anger don't I. Now I should change the inner stories I think don't you guys think so? Recently I met someone quite special to me and uyet it does change my lifestyle a bit. Well can be say HUGE CHANGING I guess @@

A Black Box

Today is the last day I meet my sis in law. When I look at here face, I can't stop crying. See my brother and his son, I totally can't hold on my tears. I can't stop thinking on her kindness and her pretty smile she have. When the coffin has been send to the Bukit Pinang Cemeteries, I can't stop crying. The tears just like the waterfall, falling from upper to lower, feeling like just in the pitch black world. my heart just like been lock in the box. No light, no hope, only sadness.......

After the ceremony is done, the weather change 180 degree, from sunny day to rainy day. Maybe is my sis in law want us to cheer up, flush away the sadness, the tears.... Please, protect my brother and his son....Yvone, please hear my plea....

last day.....

i today after my test, i straight call to my mother for asking for my sis in law news and it wasnt not a good news. she had pass away. i str8 get shock, speechless, no more feeling, half dead half life. i can't think of anything for any more.....

pls....visit seeyiheng.blogspot.com to get more information.............


Yvone...RIP

WAH! piffing

Haiz......already pass by 1 month and few days le.......condition still at icu.....1 day in so many bag of blood....

God pls safe my sis in law...

and today i have a big argue with my groupmate haiz...........why everything went so complicated?

Badnews cos me late post

sorry for late posting.....because happened too many bad news. because my sis in law now having bad condition which is cosing me n my family worry too much. now she at icu, sis in law pls b safe.........

The day of the Autumm

OK!!!! CNY really nice~ get the Ang Pao wee~~~~ alright then although fun is fun
but the weather still damm hot OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In addition, it was damm noisy because of the FIRECRACKER!!!!!

ARGH HARD SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DC

Yeah finally i done finish study kuliah 5 to kuliah 8 for a moment. ARGH!!!!!!!
today weather so hot till i can felt dizzy....very dizzy..................
always headaching not felt so well.........

Meditation!!!!!! (=X)

okok....right now i felt so sorry to you guys since i stop bologging for a LONG PERIOD!! DUH!
but anyway i will be quite busy due to exam near le.....
have to pause all my Entertainment DUH! ok now i clean my cupboard first =X and......
STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam Time Table

14/1 = kenegaraan malaysia 9-11am
16/1 = reading and writing II 9-11am
17/1 = foundation mathematics 9-11am